Day 99 : Dream

Dream

It has been a hectic week for me.. Stressing over things like my driving test, projects and presentations as well as the nearing examination dates which I am definitely not prepared for despite my constant procrastination in my revision. Things shall be better the next week as I look ahead and be confident in the things I do. Feel like going to ZoukOut this year, however I don't have any partner to go with. Hence, still deciding if I should go with people whom I've just met but never contacted. In fact, I don't even have her number, only way to get through is by another friend of mine whom I've just known in WISP. The internship company in Changi didn't call me and I heard that it was a competition between 3 AT students and 2 ME students. How lucky I wasn't there because I will probably the lowest GPA amongst them, afterall they are way more competitive as compared to the students in my course. Aaron stole my ESD 2 sample report and maybe, just maybe... some of the notes which I made for myself before the exams for MMM and Applied Thermo. Not sure about it, so I'm not directing it immediately to him. 

I dreamt of Yu Jun yesterday night.. This is what I believed to be the first time that I have her in my dreams. I can't remember clearly because the dream I had is now in bits and pieces like a puzzle of 300 different shapes and sizes which I can't piece them together. But I believe that we are in a resort, somewhat probably the Maldives trip which I wanted to go with her... Because our resort is right at the beach and the balcony has chairs and tables and even a small vase with rose in it, elegantly placed with curtains drawn to the side in our room. I only realised it was her when we had our kiss, on the lips. Yes, it felt real and I was shocked to see that it was her after the kiss as... I still have some feelings attached to her. We ate, joked, laugh and relaxed together in the room with red wine with the sea side breeze and you can literally hear the waves and birds. 

I searched what it meant after I woke up and it is said that I still bear some feelings for "that" person that I kissed on the lips and there is still a chance of reconcilation which I have thought before too, on the day of her birthday... Still a long wait though, not sure if there will still be a chance then. Lets hope everything goes fine though hahaha!!