The End?
Has it ended very early on but I have not picked it up all the way and was being hopeful that one day a miracle will happen between us and we can become at least friends? I'm not even asking for your hand anymore but the cold treatment from you makes me feel like I'm thrusting a knife into myself repeatedly. It feels awful for trying to salvage whatever was left and rebuild our friendship but end up getting turned away. If I have to keep putting all my effort and receiving what is reciprocated, I doubt I'll be able to handle such treatment any longer. Its only a few months that we did not have any communication but I didn't expect things to come out this way where we literally become worse than strangers. I guess you hated me the moment I did not text you, but I believe it is entirely my fault.
Anyway, I was being all hopeful that we could be what we were before but I assume that it was just wishful thinking since your replies are all short and a " ya " comes out after 2 hrs after my message of " have you gotten an intern company ". Its sad to see that I'm the only one trying to put in the effort and try to make what we used to have, possible again, or better...
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