Is it really worth it?

Is it worth it?

So.. sudden change of plans which I initially asked you to go to school together since we are having induction program at 1pm instead of normal school day timings. Now, after your work at 11pm, you tell me that you will go to school by car but wouldn't mind going lunch with me. I don't know what does that mean though, I mean, is it really okay for you to go eat with me for lunch and bidding farewell after that when we are both going to the SAME school and SAME location at 1pm? You said you will be on Kwang Kai's car with Eunice. But do you know that when I was chasing you, Eunice was promoting Kwang Kai to me that he has pretty much fit every requirement you are seeking for in a guy which is why... I don't really comfortable with him. I don't know is it just me over-reacting but you know who I am, furthermore, I believe Kwang kai's car is able to fit more than 4 people because the last time I saw he drove a 7 seater. Is it not possible to turn him or Eunice down just once for me? Afterall, I'm the one who approached you first to go to school together and now I'm the one being abandoned on the side. Am I just a ball that is being thrown around and played with when you needed the entertainment to fill up your free time? I seriously can't think straight now, I even took the time to search the internet to see what vegetarian food are there in West Mall so we won't have trouble walking in circles countless times before we finally chose one. Maybe it is all just my wishful thinking of chasing you and being molded into the special key to your "dead lock". Are you one of those who trade friends for others who are able to provide "accessibility" and things many teens aren't able to fork out with? If that is the case, I have no choice but to admit that I have made a mistake for being so happy when around you. That's because I'm not one of those who would ALWAYS fork out all my savings to make someone happy. I really pray and wish that isn't the case. Really sorry, and I guess I wouldn't have a good mood tomorrow...

Answer me honestly : 
Will you always go with Eunice and Kwangkai instead of me if something like this happens again?
Does Kwang kai has a higher chance than what I have in being an item with you?