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So... results of the wait is that she is finally willing to try again with what we had left from the torn bits and pieces of friendship that was disastrous. However, she reminded that she wants the idea of me chasing her to stop completely. Well, definitely it will because of the long break, I've already gotten over and move on to finding someone else instead of stepping into the same pit hole that I've plunged into twice... Once's an accident, second a mistake, third's a fool. So, I swore that I will not be what I was in the past as feelings are something that come and go. Falling in love with the same girl twice do make me worry a little that there will be a third. However, risks are meant to be taken if I want to keep her presence around me.
Due to the long and quiet cold war that we had, awkward tension is there and we have ran out of topic in just a few sentences. I'm thinking I'll buy a movie ticket and give it along with her birthday card on 29th November and if she thinks that our friendship is worth treasuring, maybe just MAYBE she will come on the date that I will prepare for. She's never the push and pull kind of girl anyway, always having someone to do the plans and initiate the outings / dates. Shall hope that I will fully get rid the part of me that wants to linger around her despite the determination to terminate my affection for her. Unless, she gives me a different feelings from what she was before that I was in love with, I guess it will be another long run for me.
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