Days turn into months and months turn into nearly a year. Well, it has been quite a long time since I last spoke to her through text. 21 April 2022 was the day I decided to cut off all contacts from her, hence I blocked her entire social media profiles which includes Facebook, Instagram, Whatsapp, Telegram. I have decided to not remove the network from LinkedIn as we won't talk in that platform anyway. I have been living much happier these days as I feel that I am not burdened by the fact that she is not texting me and is in fact texting someone else. Though there are some contacts which I felt very disappointed that we also lose the friendship at the end of university for example Shu Zhen. For no reason, she is not replying to any of my text and basically ignoring all my text for some reason. Tried to ask her why, but to no avail as she does not even open the messages nor try to reply them. I guess such is life, and I am pretty sure that even my poly friends also did not stay even when I thought we could be the closest bunch of friends as we were classmates for 3 whole years. Much less to say for someone that I only contacted probably twice or less in the whole duration that I have known her/them.
I have also stopped contacting my friends in hall as I feel that they are just going on a two-faced when they can still be happy hanging around with her when they very well know that she cheated on me. I felt that as friends, they shouldn't be encouraging her way of doing things? If I have a friend who cheated on their partner of 2 years, I will be very disappointed honestly, and I know them the same duration as my ex gf did, so it not like I am asking them to forsake their long ago friendship just because she isn't as interested in me as she used to be. Oh well, enough ranting because I don't actually feel sad or angry about the break up anymore. I have come to terms that the relationship has ended with her because she was not putting in the same effort as I was giving and she has decided to cheat on me when she has actually decided to confide to this guy about the problems in the relationship. But anyways, I will just take the next relationship slower and not dive too deep into something that was shaky in the first 6 months. Just gonna try to stay positive in life and look forward to getting an offer from my first job employment.
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