Day 12 : Good food = Go broke

Good food = Go broke

Had OPPA BBQ with some of the guys today, so we talked about relationships here and there as well as the type of girls that we are looking into. End up, I told Zhi Lin about my feelings for you because he was super curious about it. Oh! We too, talked about how pitiful Aaron is at the moment, because he seem to isolate himself to a corner in his class. Hearing from Dillon, the class didn't outcast him but instead Aaron wasn't paying attention in class and unlike our class since year 1 , we will accommodate to his unusual attitude, the new classmates doesn't care and will just ask him to shut up so he won't be boot licking the lecturers. Ughh, thinking about all that bacon and pork belly I ate yesterday, my stomach feels so bloated even taking a dump in the toilet which feel likes a rocket coming out of my anus. The food there is nice but 30 dollars for a meat buffet, definitely not so worth it but well, we don't have to worry bout drinks nor washing it. Yu Jun, don't worry. I actually researched about a vegetarian buffet since....like probably a month ago? So, maybe when we are both available, we can head down there to give it a try. However, I'm not sure if I will be able to remember it till then, since we will only be meeting at most once a month. Zhi Lin told me that in Vietnam, the both of you were tagged as the Viet couple because you both were very touchy to one another and Aaron keeps on sticking to you. I have no idea if you like the idea of people flirting with you or is it just that you are too over friendly which just worries me because it felt like I was being played. Then we went to a shop that sells headphones and suddenly he told me that you kept on using his Bose headphones which he brought there... I mean, why use his headphones? I thought you just bought a earpiece which too, has a good bass just without a noise cancellation. But... it's okay. Over thinking probably will just make my heart sank and emotional. So, just throwing everything in here, taking it as I'm saying these words to you when you read this blog post, probably a year later or never, but I'll just assume you will, one day.... 

I doubt we were even that physically close yet, a hug from you feels like I'm feeding you poison. But I too, have my heart beat raise 2x whenever I try to make physical contact with you. So, I'm totally confused... Will I ever have a chance? I'll wait for you even if it takes me to finish my University studies first before having your heart and also your parents consent just in case things will be all over because your parents won't allow you having a younger partner.