Day 14 : Mothers' Day

Happy Mothers' Day

Its another day of the year where kids will start bragging about how well their beloved mother has took care of them and taking a selfie with them but the words used in social media will always, and I mean ALWAYS be insincere if we don't show it through actions everyday. Hence, I do not celebrate Mothers' day, since I do not treat my parents well only on their birthdays or special events. We, as children should do it everyday, so there isn't a point in his behaving only on special occasions just to cover the fact that we might be impolite to them sometimes, instead make it up by correcting our mistakes like our words used or attitude towards our parents. 

I think this blog is not going to be long-lasting since it was hitting at a peak of 20 over views before but now, its just 1-2 views at most, might be just some random people clicking on " next blog ". Oh well, this shall stay as a diary for me and maybe for her to read it when she's bored. Going to skip day 13 because there is nothing to talk about besides logging into bbdc every now and then to go get a slot for driving and waiting hours for her Snapchat replies. Yesterday and today, her replies can be up to 4 hours, and at 2 hours minimum even if I reply almost immediately after she sends hers. So far from what I know, her phone is always around with her unless she is studying or sleeping. However, I have to cross out studying because its only the second week of school and she won't start flipping those books of hers to make notes or even do revisions. She always rushes it only at the last week of break before the common test. Have to get used to it, since like what I believed, "Friends" only exists in the dictionary, I wouldn't want to trust someone in being there for me even though I always give my 100% in them. Whenever you need a listening ear or advice, you can find me. However, I don't think any will reciprocate that action. Hopefully, you will, one day be mine and then we can create our new adventures as well as memories together. All I can do now, is just to live and plan as how things go. Since I already proposed that we see once a month, but it just might destroy our knitted friendship because this means I can only see you 12 times in a YEAR!! I guess it easy said than done when I'm the one who is being attracted to you instead of the other way round. So, maybe... just maybe I might have to forget you all over again. But this time, I have no one to turn back to, no Christel to be my guard or anything. So, its a war I have to fight alone... Good luck, Fabien.