Well, it is only the 3rd day after closure, and really I feel less empty at least because we still text once in a while.. Though I really had wish we can text much more like we do in the past, but I know that I should not be putting more or any pressure on you as this may affect my chances in the future. Times are tough, and it will only allow the tougher to overcome these times. I know that you will probably not text me if I don't text you first, though you say you would if you have something to ask me or just to ask if I am doing okay. But well, I will still check in on you once in a while because, personally it is tough for me to just move on with these feelings held in me. Cant wait for the day when I'll actually shoot my shot once again. As much as I am able to control my feelings better now, I still love you very much and am just pretty much trying to make myself busy by doing random stuff which don't make any sense. I also try to put exercising into my routine if the weather and time allows me to. I have also reflected on the things that we can try to do better if we are back together as a couple, though it will also be on your end if you will want to try it all over again. I was really hoping for you to text me first because that will really make me feel wanted instead of feeling unloved. I'm not sure if you have moved on from our relationship entirely and making excuses like you are busy with work or you really just immersed yourself into your project and school work such that you really don't keep track of time and your phone as often... Well, another picture of you today, but this is exactly how i feel like right now, when i look at our pictures together..
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