Day 15: Bit by bit

Though your explanation of false hope is not being sure if we can still patch back together. I shall still try not to be so hopeful though I believe that it is also a window of hope where a miracle can still happen. I will still give the space that you requested and hope for the best in the future. If anything, I will just focus on building my character and myself to perfection or at least, much better than what I was before, so that you can actually see and know how sincere I am in chasing you back. Trying to stop being toxic to myself by being more busy by watching anime? But I can't believe the time I took to just spend on anime, is actually a lot. Imagine 40 episodes in 4-5days? and each episodes is 20 over mins. If I have spent these time to read on FYP projects or even study, I might just redo the past year papers over 3-4x already. Haha, but I guess its no point to just keep on studying and should really just enjoy the final phase of my studying life since I will just be working my ass off for the next 2/3 of my life... Well, today is another picture of your lovely smile that I miss seeing... I really hope that you will be mine once again. Though I know that your sister is definitely not going to help me so, I have to take this matter by myself and solve it with whatever I can and not seek help from her since she is obviously not being kind to me. LOL... whatever, didn't really like her from the start anyway. I still love you, Priscila